It’s all in my head
You don’t need me, I am nothing.
I just want what we used to have back, we’ll just sit there as you smoke your cigarettes and we’ll just talk about whatever comes to mind. For those moments nothing mattered and I was truly happy.
I hate these feelings, im an emotional wreck, I hate how I constantly think about you but I know that you never do. I hate how much I want you but I know I can’t have you. I hate how much I need you, I hate how much I miss you.
You said my feelings mattered. I wish it was true.
Things last by not lasting.
You make everything better, but I have to get back to reality.
I don’t know how to feel
I really need someone to talk to
Or I should keep it to myself
No one has to know
My emotions don’t matter
I hate this
I hate myself
I should be happy, yes I should.
Stop liying. Please
" Not good enough "
You mean something to me.